old tumblr postsJuly 8, 2016

Hi this is factkin anon! So I told my partner who my kintype is (Im still uncomfortable saying that) and the person I miss. I mentioned that my partner is my mirror system- well we also mirror each others kintypes. Idk if there’s a word for that but yeah, turns out theyre factkin too, and the person I was missing so much. They were just waiting for me to accept myself and tell them. Im just really happy and relieved and wanted to update you, if that’s okay! tysm for listening to me all the time!

I am so glad that worked out! When you said you had a mirror system I had a hunch it would.

old tumblr postsJuly 8, 2016

Is it possible to be spiritual/past life kin with a character that was (in your canon) psychologically demonkin? What would this be called?

It sure is possible, but I don’t have a fancy name for it.

old tumblr postsJuly 6, 2016

liongoatsnake: who-is-page: motherfucking-hyenas: The difference between Furries and Therians/Otherkin Furries: Furries, or Fursuiters, are people who bring out a Animal CHARACTER with music, suits, and…

old tumblr postsJuly 6, 2016

xeno-wolf: I want to run. Not like this, not as a human. I want to run on all fours. Run faster, jump higher… I want…

old tumblr postsJuly 5, 2016

i have traumatic kin memories involving war, but i feel bad for even mentioning i have them, especially since its from a war that also happened in this world. i feel like if i talk about how bad it was or how it hurts me, ill get shut down and told not to be disrespectful, which i understand but, that doesnt make the pain any better :/

Anon, I understand. That’s a tough position to be in. I think that you should be able to talk about and express these experiences and…

old tumblr postsJuly 5, 2016

I totally get what you mean by traumatic memories. Specifically I have bad memories of being in a war, and speaking about those memories is especially painful.

Thanks anon ^^ I’m sorry you have those memories, but I and others with traumatic memories are definitely glad we’re not alone.

old tumblr postsJuly 5, 2016

I don’t want to assert my experiences as more important than anyone else’s, but I have a confession… it sometimes bothers me how many people seem to be “having fun” with being kin, when being kin has been deeply intertwined with a lot of emotional/mental health problems for me. The flashbacks that lead to my awakening were traumatic, and came on as a result of unrelated trauma. I can’t even do anything relating to “my” canon without feeling a surge of anxiety shoot through my body. (cont)…

…(cont). I don’t understand why my experience has to be so negative when many other people appear to not be nearly as impacted by being…

old tumblr postsJuly 5, 2016

wrt heart types connecting to a past life: I consider myself Dragon hearted because of a past life I have vague memories of! I’m not sure if i was human or not, but I was either raised by or grew up very closely with a group of dragons and often 1/2

Felt as though I was one of them, or that I should have been one. I still take a lot of comfort and safety in…

old tumblr postsJuly 5, 2016

part 1/2 Do you think its possible for hearted people to have..memories from their hearttype? It sounds weird but I have no other idea how to put it. I’m Peridot-hearted (I used to think I was kin, and this was back in that time) and I had a vision when I was handing a paper to my teacher. I had a vision of being the the spaceship as seen in Steven Universe. The hallways were a green-ish color, to my left was a window full of stars. I was in the form of a Peridot, I had holding staff

2/2 or something behind my back, I was going to bestow it upon someone. It lasted less than a second before I was escorted back…