Elsen again — no, the thing is… I don’t know how familiar you are with “OFF” but Elsen aren’t very… “exciting.” Basically they kinda just take orders. And I’m starting to realize that the main reason I act so vocally eccentric is because people have always told me that it’s “better to stand out.” I don’t -like- standing out! I’m just doing it because I’m “supposed” to. So either way I’m still taking orders… I just feel like a decade plus of misconceptions is too much to apologize for.
I don’t really see what you have to apologize for, personally. But then, I don’t really see a way out of your situation either. I suppose if you allow yourself to slip out of your more outgoing persona, and people ask you ‘whats wrong’ or ‘what happened’ you could tell them that it was a phase, or you just don’t have the energy for it any more.
