I feel awkward because every once in a while a memory will hit me and I’ll blackout(something I’ve done since I was a child)when I wakeup my memoriesfrom the blackouts are extremely faint I do recall them and I have a few vivid ones Am I still valid?

You’re just as legitimate as ever, anon. People definitely receive memories in different ways and experience them in different intensities. (Though if you have frequent blackouts, even if memories come through them, you might want to get checked out by a doctor just in case there’s also something physical going on)