Is it possible to have a soulbond with a character that you have really cared about since childhood, but not know it? Lately i’ve been having thoughts and feelings that I dont feel like are mine and what I would relate to this character.

Absolutely! Soulbonds are not always loud or obvious, and sometimes they can sort of ‘lurk’ around for a long time before you actually know they’re there. It can be really fascinating to turn around and realize someone was around a lot longer than you thought.