i feel like i’m fictionkin with a character, but he’s a bad person and I don’t want that to reflect on myself. At the same time, all of my friends hate otherkin, and they’d just think I was making it up. I’m not sure what to do, or how to bury these feelings.

The fact is that if you’re kin of someone unpleasant, you can’t help it or change it. That’s just who you are, and you can either accept it, or block it out. I don’t really have any tips for blocking it out, as I have never been successful with that.

As for your friends- my philosophy is to never tell people about fictionkin who you don’t think would be accepting of it. There is NO ONE who NEEDS to know that you are fictionkin, with the possible exception of your life partner.