ive felt kin with an abusive character for a while and i feel terrible because im not abusive but i have manipulative/abusive intrusive thoughts [i dont ever act on them] and do you think i feel kin with this character because im coping with my intrusive thoughts? or am i just a bad person.

You’re asking the wrong questions, anon. First of all, you’re not a bad person for having feelings that make you identify with a character who…