Since I was little I had this strong ‘I don’t belong in this world/I’m not supposed to be here’ type feeling. I found the canon I’m apart of when I was thirteen. Memories started coming back to me almost immediately and I cried almost everyday because of how painfully bittersweet it was to remember. I miss my world a lot. I miss my friends and I miss my lover. I went through a lot with them, we went through so much to be happy and now I’m not with them. (cont. in another ask)

( cont.) In my last life I was lonely in the beginning and then I met them and things got better. In this life…I don’t have that. I’m an adult now. I have no strong bonds with anyone as like I did with them and I think that makes not having them here or not being with them even harder. I had so much now I lost it. I can’t even really look to my canon for comfort because I’m not showed in the canon. I just know I existed in that world but my story isn’t shown. Sorry, I just needed to vent this

Please always feel free to vent, anon. I know how you feel. I deeply miss all the people that I was friends with in my last life. Hell, I even find myself missing people I was on bad terms with. 

Sometimes life can feel very lonely, especially if you have memories of people you miss and can never reach back to. But you should try to grasp what happiness you can find in this life. This world can seem dull at times, lacking a some spark, or like people’s hearts can be closed off here. But its not always true. I went through some very rough times in this life, but I have managed to find deep, fulfilling friendships, and romance that is just as wonderful as anything from my past. I hope that you will too. 

The bonds and ties we make here, will never erase or replace the ones that we miss from our past, but that doesn’t mean they can’t be just as important or fulfilling.