I not sure about whether or not I’m otherkin anymore. I truly feel I’m not human and I don’t belong here, but I can’t help but question my faith in this. Like what I experience isn’t enough and my beliefs are just made up and I’m delusional, maybe it makes more sense if I’m delusional. I don’t know whether I’m right or wrong and it’s just frustrating. Maybe it would’ve been better if I never discovered otherkin at all, and my feelings of being out of place never had an explanation.
These feelings are really understandable. Sometimes its better not to focus on labels, and focus more on how you feel. Whether your experiences are ‘real’ or not, they effect you emotionally. They are part of your internal reality, and if they’re not conflicting with your external reality, and they’re not causing you any harm, there’s no reason to label them ‘delusions’ and no reason not to acknowledge them and accept them as part of yourself, with or without labels.
