What mistaken kintype did you have?

I believe that I was a mazoku/demon from the anime Slayers. 

There was a mix of reasons I believed this; contributing factors being a childhood crush on a mazoku character, being repeatedly told by my parents I was ‘incapable of feeling love’ until I internalized it, my unshielded empathic abilities, and various traits that turned out to be from my Vriska life (kismesis feelings, etc).

The biggest hurdle for me in realizing I wasn’t a mazoku was getting past my parents gaslighting of my emotions, and also recognizing the traits I DID have  were better explained as troll traits than mazoku ones.

I still believe I may have had a life in the Slayers universe, because I have some pretty strong memories of the landscape, and feels about the world, but I was definitely not a mazoku. I consider any slayers kinship I may have to be ‘in questioning’ as of now.

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