I just realised that nothing really happened to me and I was hit with depression, and when I was having “making-myself-cry-by-talking-weird-things-that-made-no-sense” fits I often repeated that I wanted to go home really badly even when I WAS home?? I dunno. And if somehow I AM fictionkin, could it be that in my past life something really bad happened? It’s all overhelming…
Ouch, anon. You have my deepest sympathy. That was a feeling I often experienced when I was younger. Wanting to go home, even when I was in my own bedroom. To me, this is one of the biggest indicators of being some kind of otherkin/fictionkin/nonhuman. I can’t tell you if its definitely true in your case, but its definitely worth looking into. I would recommend looking into otherkin connections before fictionkin connections, just becuase they’re sort of easier to ‘research’ and can point you in the right direction, even if they don’t fit exactly right.
As for if something really bad happened, its certainly possible. Bad things happen to all of us sometimes, some worse than others. All I can say is that if something bad did happen, you;re here now, and you’re stronger for it.
